I've been keeping in contact with my lovely, though I've been a bit worried about his stress levels lately. I only wish I could hold him and tell him that everything will calm down eventually and he'll be happy. I hate that I can't see those wonderfully blue eyes of his, that I can't feel his arms around me, and his voice in my ear. December is something that I long for with every fibre of my being--to be able to do thing like go to the movies together, to be able to feel his kisses once more.
Every night I dream about him... There's nothing in this world that I would want to dream more of.